forever is nothing.
My head hurts,
I'm acting as though i'm not scared.
I feel terrified at times.
Sometimes I wish i'm not the pillar of others.
I'm not built to always make you happy when you're sad.
I need that "pillar" too.
Where's mine, it's not a want, it's a need.
Everything is spinning.
This is a lie.
Bloody hell.
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I'm tired from my papers.
I'm awfully disgusted by some people.
The lies that they are capable of.
The tales they tell.
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I'm being in such a denial.
This post doesn't make sense.
Is it normal to feel this way?
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I'm not spoilt for choices.
I don't know what to do with life.
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screw this. I want to be a billionaire, so fucking bad.
I want to travel the world.
Bye,
love always.
