I was on Youtube and then I was listening to John Lennon's Imagine, and subsequently, I went on to listen to "we are the world" by various artist in 2010.
I felt so sad, and of course, appreciative of what I had.
I felt sad because there was this line that went like this -
"We all need somebody that we can lean on
when you wake up look around and see that your dreams gone
when the earth quakes we’ll help you make it through the storm
when the floor breaks a magic carpet to stand on"
(credits)
I just feel so sad and overwhelmed because like, everyone has dreams and aspirations.
But their dreams can be shattered so fucking easily if they die all of a sudden due to a natural disaster in their country.
Have you ever wondered one day, to be a doctor/president/professional? One day you have to give up that dream because like you're paralyzed or something?
What about them?
I admire their will to live. They have such a strong will to live. These people, didn't just commit suicide because their homes wrecked or their boyfriend/girlfriend just left them.
So why can't we do the same?
Don't you #firstworldpains me because we're developed thus we'll get more stressed or whatsoever.
So you think a third world country has no stress and all?
They don't bloody cut their wrist, take sleeping pills or just endure the bloody severe drought or something because something terrible has happened to them.
They make their own happiness in what we see as demise.
What about you? Fucking whining about how your boyfriend/girlfriend loves you no more and you think it's the end of the world so you decide to die?
Yes, I know it might come of as "this bitch hasn't even dated, she wouldn't know what love is and how painful it is to go through a break up"
But then again, compare your situation to a kid who has to go through natural disaster non stop. Who's worse?
And look again, who has the higher will to live?
So please cherish your life. Don't just commit suicide like that. You're here for a reason no matter what. No matter how tough your life is, move on. One will always have their time to shine.
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In other news, I am going to start hula hooping just about everyday and hopefully go to some condo to swim. Cannot stand the dirtiness of public pools. ._.
Yeap, time to beautify myself (for a better complexion) and start getting healthy.
This means I have to wake up and have my meals regularly.
I hope I won't skip meals. I don't want to have gastric again..
Well, recuperating holidays have started so, WOOHOO.
I'll probably do the housework too. (exercise + keeping the house clean)
yeap ok bye guys!
Remember don't give up on life so easily!
love always xx